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The best way to take care of the future is to take care of the present moment.
— Thich Nhat Hanh
I need to find my passion in life. Everyone has a hobby, but i’m not sure if I could use mine to turn it into a career. I have lots of things that I enjoy doing but most , if not all of them, they don’t really create a lot of cash flow. Truthfully i’m fine with enough money to get me by in life, but when it comes down to it , it’s all about my future. My kids’ future. ( If I even manage to have children)
Life is about living in the moment, Carpe Diem, but what about those moments you have to prepare for? What do you do about those? I’ve been trying to figure out what kind of future I picture and I keep coming up blank.
How does one decide what their future will be like, before they get there? How do you plan for the rest of your life?
It’s not that I need to. Trust me after the first time I pretty much just stop talking for a few weeks. Another problem is that there are very few people who want to talk to me. When people seek me for conversation, they want something from me. It’s a lose-lose situation.
Have you ever wanted something so badly that it pretty much takes over your mind and nothing else matters?
I’m not sure why I have people on here and when I try and say hello they ignore me. It doesn’t make me angry, it just makes me sad. I don’t know what it is that i’m doing that makes it okay for people to act as if i’m not there. A simple hello back is all I ask. It’s not easy being shy. I may come off as confident but believe me , i’m anything but. Lately I’ve been looking down at myself and wondering why I can’t look as beautiful as the girls I see around me. When I’m around people I wonder why I can’t be as confident as they are and start a conversation with a stranger. It’s hard for me to do these things when there are people out there that make me feel so little and so insignificant. In the end i still end up moving on and trying harder but it still hurts.